As we all know, life is not easy at all. It has it's up and downs in any time. We can say it as bad or good luck, but some of them are determine by our actions. If you did something bad and you feel the guilt, then you're consider as a normal person. But if it's the opposite, then obviously you don't have any heart/feelings.
If you did some mistakes, don't mourn about it for such a long time. Get a grip and move on! I know it's hard because I'm feeling it right now. Losing someone who was so important to you (not because of death though), you'll feel like you're left out by your friends, or you'll feel like you're no one. Since, you used to be 'someone' to that someone. You used to be special.
Right now, I'm feeling the teenager feeling. The growing up feeling. Now I have to make decisions and face the truth a lot harsher. Well, I'm still so young and so I have all the rights to say all of that, it's called the freedom of speech.
When someone else is replacing you as the special one for your someone, obviously you'll feel like they're better than you and thought that it's the reason why they left. I tried to think positive but, when it has gotten into you really badly, what can you do but cry?
There's nothing wrong with crying. It doesn't make you look weak. If you feel better by crying then do it. Let all your emotions out through all your tears.
