My Made Self Story Part 14

*Saturday*
My alarm rings and when i check it's 6.15 and i decide to get back to sleep since it's not yet 6.30 and a 15 minutes sleep is very important. So i go back to sleep. When i wake up i check the time and it's 6.55! I over slept! I run to the bathroom and take a shower. Afterwards, i open my wardrobe and look for any sport outfits that i can use. Since i'm in a hurry, i just wear a tanktop and some shorts. I bring my soccer ball and run to the park. As i arrive i see Nick waiting for me, so i hurry run towards him and start the practice. First we practice soccer. I show him how to kick it right and how to block it right. He was kinda impress with my skills. Next we practice baseball. First he swing for an example. When i try, i didn't swing the ball at all. Then Nick show me how. He stand at the back of me and touch my hand and we both try to swing it. He ask other people to throw the ball and guess what... I hit the ball, actually we did! As i hit the ball, we jump together and cheer. After a long practice we take some rest by laying on the soft green grass and watch the clouds. Suddenly i remember the time when Kyle ask me out, i was laying on the roof while watching the clouds. My face turn sad and Nick try to cheer me up, he tickles me and of course i laugh. When i'm laughing, i see Kyle strolling the park together with Hanna! I ask myself if it's really happening or not. Just then, Nick shouts Kyle's name and then Kyle and Hanna walk towards us *me and Nick*.

K: Hey Nick! Hey... Trace...
T: Hey, so what are you guys doing here?
N: I bet a date!
H: Oh no, we're just strolling over the park and then we wanted to head over to the cafe
T/N: Really?
K: Yes
N: Well, Trace and I will be going over there too
T: Yup!
H: Well, we should hangout together then
T: I don't think it might be-
K: Good idea Hanna!
N: Really? Actually Trace and I just want to have a private time
H: Dating?
T/N: What? No, just friends
K: Close friends *with am angry voice*
H: Well, we both needs to go, see you guys
T/N: Bye
K: Bye Trace
T: Bye...

As they leave Nick and I go home to change our stinky and sweaty clothes. I take a shower to refresh myself. Then i wear my clothes which is: *taylor swift inspired*

Just something simple will do the thing. Then i ride my scooter-bike to the cafe. As i walk in, i see Nick and Kyle's eyes are on me. Well, i'm not as beautiful as Taylor Swift however still i blush. I wave to Hanna and Kyle and head to Nick's table.

T: Hey Nick!
N: Hey Trace, you look lovely
T: Thanks *blush*
N: Your welcome *smile*
T: So what do you want to talk about cause my ears are ready to listen
N: It's about Cherryl
T: What about her? Is she bothering you again?
N: No, it's not that *while sipping a cup of coffee* It's just that i don't know if i still love her anymore
T: Oh well that's a serious problem, why don't you break up then?
N: I'm afraid that i will regret it, it's just that i need to find another girl to fill in my heart to know
T: Well, that's a tough work Nick
N: I know however for Kyle not
T: What do you mean?
N: *points at Kyle and Hanna*
*Hanna and Kyle kiss*
T: Whh..aat?
N: I'm sorry Trace if you're hurt
T: No, i'm not hurt or anything
*suddenly tears coming out*
N: See you're hurt! *wipes it off*
T: Thanks Nick *smile and blushes*
N: Your welcome
T: You know what Nick, i better leave
N: Wait what/
*i stand up and head for the door*
*Kyle and Hanna stop kissing and Kyle notice me that I'm hurt*
I run outside and ride my scooter bike and decide to go the park. As i arrive, i park my scooter and lay down on the grass and start to cry. Just when i decide to get up, Nick comes and join me laying down.

N: Look Trace, i know that you're hurt so you don't have to hide it
T: It's just that i like him and i can't believe after out date he just forgets me
N: Well he's not what you seems he looks like
T: He was trouble Nick, i would've known that he was trouble *crying*
N: Look it's fine, i'm here with you
Then Nick hugs me and kiss me on the forehead. I blush of course. Nick just makes me a lot better. After a long time talking we get up and sit down on the park bench. We notice that it's almost night which makes it sunset. Just all of a sudden Nick holds my hand and lean in then kiss me. I don't know should i kiss back or not. Just when i want to kiss back, someone said "STOP"!" So i stop it turns out it's Kyle. Nick leans back. Then i stand up.

T: What are you doing here Kyle/
K: I'm sorry Trace *holding my hands*
T: For what?!
K: For hurting you, i love you Trace
N: If you love her why did you kiss with that girl Hanna?!
K: Because....
T: Because you're trouble right?! You're bored with me!
K: Please Trace give me one more chance and i'll change, i promise
T: Chance?! You break my heart in just a blink of an eye Kyle!! You JERK!
*Then i break down and cry*
K: Look Trace I'm sorry, i truly am it's just that I-
N: Save it to yourself! She has seen enough! Come on Trace let's go home
K: Please Tracie listen to me!
T: I've heard enough! Seen enough even! Let's go home Nick

So Nick and I go home, on the way i cry and cry i just can't help it! When we arrive in front of my house, we stop.

N: Hey Tracie how you feeling?
T: Hurt. *with anger*
N: Look, just cry it all out. If you want cry here in my arms or in my shoulder even
T: Thanks Nick, why don't we sit down at the small park around here they said that there's gonna be a firework show.
N: Sure
We go to the small park and sit on the grass. We start to talk.

N: Trace why is it such a big deal for you? It's just one date and both of you didn't kiss too right?
T: No we didn't he just kiss my forehead and touch my hand that's all
N: Well, how about you try to forget it?
T: How Nick?! It's so hard, there are more memories too that i can't forget!
N: Hey relax, let's just enjoy the night and wait for the firework show
T: Ok
*i lean on his shoulder*
N: hey Trace, what if i try to make new memories so that you can forget it the bad ones?
T: How?
N: Just see later on
T: Ok but just don't do some silly stuffs
N: Cross my heart *kiss my forehead*
T: *blushes*

We wait there and talk too, finally the firework show starts.
N: Hey look the firework show starts
T: Really?
N: Yeah
T: You know what Nick, i was wrong about you, i thought that you were a cool and playboy baseball player
N: What? That's what you thought about me? No of course not
T: Yeah sorry
N: Well you better make up for it
T: Ok *kiss his cheek*
*suddenly Nick leans in and i guess he wants to kiss me however i don't lean back and kiss back*
N: Sorry Trace
T: No it's fine, it's me who should be sorry because i'm not ready to move on really fast
N: Right
T: You know what, it's better that i go home it's getting pretty late
N: Yeah sure, let me walk you home
T: Thanks Nick
*Then he walks me home and i directly go straight to bed*