Her Life

All she wanted was the comfort of her loved one, but unfortunately he left her dumb-founded. She didn't know why, but she all she could do is to accept it even though it broke her heart into tiny pieces. She tried to find out the reason, as curiosity got to her, and when she did, it broke her heart even more. If that's even possible. 

Now, she admits that she has moved on, but deep somewhere inside her hear, she hasn't. She still loves him with all her heart. However, she doesn't want to reveal it, because she wants to move forward even though her heart disagree with her decision. She doesn't know what to do or even feel, when there are rumors that he likes another girl. She wants to feel normal and yet, she doesn't want to feel jealous of the lucky girl. 

Especially when the lucky girl is her best friend. 

She can't control her hormones either and to her that's a sign which means that she isn't ready yet for another relationship.Despite it all, she's still a teenager with unstable hormones and she can like any guy in a minute. She doesn't want to look like a slut in front of everybody, but she just can't help it when a guy compliments her and she feels so happy. As if she has a crush on him.

Her life still hasn't reach its peak and yet she has trouble finding her true passion behind God's gift on giving her another day to breathe and have another day to spend. She's waiting dearly for that true reason, she wonders, how long it will take her. 

Will she ever find it and grow up?

or

Will she stick to her childish mind?

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