Cutting

Cutting.

Self-harm.

Suicide. 

Those 3 things connect to each other. They're all caused because of depression or stress. You can never know what hides under that cheery smile. Fake smile.

No one really care what's inside, they only care about how you feel at the moment, at that day. The rest? They don't give a shit. 

It's ok if you cut, once or twice. Or even for days. But please consider it. I've cut before and to be completely honest, it felt great. I felt the satisfaction of feeling other pain than the depression or stress. Trust me. 

However, I also want to say that it disappoint me. I thought I was that strong and that I could resist those kind of things, but I wasn't. I was weak, fragile, and ready to explode any moment. Eventually I did.