Something

I'm lost for words.

I'm not sure on what to do

Or feel.

But,

what I want is

for you to feel

how I feel.

Because right now,

I'm tired

of doing

whatever it is

that I'm doing

to achieve something

that I believe

you won't give to me.

And I'm tired

of believing that

you care about me

when there's a possibility

that you don't.

It breaks me

to even think so,

but what can I do?

I'm just like any other

human being

in this ratchet world.

Lost in confusion.

Lost in love.

Lost in something.

Lost in everything.

Without realizing

that we're actually lost.

That we're actually

dying on the inside

by overdoing,

over-thinking,

and over dosing

the amount of confusion

we have of

the things that

are going on

around the world,

around us.